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This street filled with memories both perfect and in pain,
i've been through the worst, the worst that you gave.
Andy♥
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Like you for always,
Never once thought we'll go this far, we'd tiffs we've happy and unhappy moments; because we luv. For twice tears covered my whole face telling you i couldn't live without you, you still leave me in such bad state throwing harsh words i never thought you'll but came back an hour later telling me you've think through everything. Till now, I'm still trying for your luv; only for you. Andygohfongyang♥

Thursday, May 6, 2010 2:14 AM
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What more can i do..

Totally break down when you treat me the way you did just now, you did not do what you'd promise. Or is it an eye for an eye because i can never reach your expectation? I'm trying so hard just to make myself feel at least abit better but i'm feeling worst.. Like even lying to myself you just simply luv me so much like i did.

Crying every night because i can't be perfect in yr eyes. Although i sweet talk in every night messages but it all came out from the deepest part of my heart although i don't know whether could you feel it/ appreciate. Or it's all redundant because it makes you puke. I'm so stress up, stress up with everything.. Stress up with you unable to book out, unable to have enough time spend with me, unable to sleep properly because of yr army thing, unable to eat because you do not have enough cash with you, unable to smoke because you always smoke so fast and did not buy enough.

I tried to give in as much as i could as long as you don't use words to hurt me. Harsh words throwing into my face without hesitation again, how would i feel. You know whatever you say would definitely gave me a such big impact but you choose to say things like you don't wanna be the old you anymore.. I felt so much like giving up like you twice did. Is it retribution or is it i would never have the luck to get back the old you because i don't deserve it now anymore. I'm totally break down, totally. I hope i could get drunk now and burry myself in a pool of beer. Plz buy me some beer, i'll get some tomorrow. Fuck forgetting i've some in my cupboard noww bye cruel world. Plz end my life.



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